McGoose (:

ohno choral night on 3rd Nov. O: O: O: die die die. its in 3 weeks time. god what if i forget all my lines or smth. i'm getting freaked. plus today's prac was horrid! we've got to have many more practices!

iris is lousy! (: she can't run up to people and jump on them. cos she's small, puny and light. in other words, she's a SHRIMP (: iris is a shrimp!

all the da ge's have blublacks on their left knees :/ except for jialing who is weird and has it on her right knee. mine is like a swollen blublack and its purple. ewww what a horrid colour (inside joke). dance today was quite okay. we did shengyun (: i like shengyun. and i felt unusually bouncy today. i have a day to recover and rejuvenate until another torture session on sunday. :/ :/ :/

we went through history and math today. i was quite okay with my history but quite disappointed with my math. :/ grah math. ohwell. it was quite boring really. :/ i kept doodling on mina's doodle board. rah. our class rocks (:

you know its quite sad. now that alot of people around me are falling sick and passing away. and not only does the illness affect the person it leaves a greater impact on the people around him/her. i guess after death, life must go on. maybe its a blessing in disguse really, after so long that she's suffered she is finally able to end it. in a way it gave her family and friends much more time to prepare for her death. of course the grieve it inevitable but i think it'll be much better if they are able to pick themselves up and carry on with their lives. i guess i wouldn't know, since i haven't been through it, but i'm sure trying to continue with their normal lives is hard. at least they got mentally prepare themselves since it was such a hopeless case. no one can prepare for their death, be it sudden or long and excruciating. perhaps you time is just up and perhaps who knows, you'll be going on to a better world?

what right do you have to interfere. have you ever really been there? or has it been a whole lie. really, i refrained from telling you anything cos you broke your promise and i don't regret anything.