these few days i haven't been in tip top condition. maybe its just the sudden rush of emotions and thinking abt everything that has been happening these few days. sometimes, everything piles up so high until its too much to take. and i've been thinking, why don't we treasure what we have at the period of time rather than regret everything afterward. its so funny how we all seem so unhappy with our lives and groan and complain abt everything, but later on when we lose what we used to have, we start to realise how good life was then. seriously, after everytime i feel like that, i'll tell myself never to repeat the mistake again. but time and time again, i find it inevitable to unknowingly commit the same mistake.

STUPID STUPID STUPID