so much has been happening these few days. sabbaticals are okay!
hongshan is nice. i've got to learn another part from the vcd today again. well it didn't go that badly on tuesday so.. yep (: ooh and i've still got to learn the guys part ._. i think the guy's movements are kind of ugly but nonetheless, i'm still going to try my best. we'll be dancing qianhong on funfair day for talentime or smth! WHEEE! i bet the "stage" is going to be tiny as usual.
the reason why i don't listen to the basic electronics guy talk is because its boring and i can't hear a single word he is saying. its not my fault cos i did tell him that i couldn't hear him on the first day. and since he doesn't want to speak louder, so be it. it'll only be one more day.
ooh. the school holidays are 2 days away (: HOHO! i've got to start planning!
SARAH CHEER UP OKAY! (:everything happened in a rush of time and search for answers. when everything was too fast to catch and too blur to realise. -oh wow. i never thought that you'd be the one doubting me. i'll do whatever i said i'll do. not for you by for myself. thanks i get the message that i'm working hard for myself. on top of that, i also got to finally realise how you really thought me to be. thanks for making it oh-so clear.-i don't think things will ever be the same again. now its all too obvious. i know you feel it too. maybe what i thought we could slowly bring back will never come back again. its just really different. now i understand you more, reversing every single thing is impossible. truthfully, it has always been very rough between us. and even during the short period of time we were supposedly close, i doubted if you were really there. -people walk in and out of your life and you really cannot do anything to change that. everybody seems to just move on, leaving you there thinking about the past we used to share. letting go and moving on is smth that i was always very reluctant to do. but maybe sometimes, moving on is a blessing in disguse.