i'm feeling quite bad right now. i was thinking abt what happened just at the LT. i think we really really have bad attitude. come to think abt it, we were really unruly and disgusting, i think we are really going to get it tmr. i guess we deserve it. we were laughing at every single thing that he was saying la. and i wasn't very funny when our class was singled out to be the noisy class "at the back" and to stay back. its embarrassing. and we already do have a reputation, we all know it. i seriously don't think we are that bad, i seriously don't. but the thing is, this time, we are the ones obviously in the wrong. its like we want teachers to respect us and encourage us but this is the attitude that we give them is so horrible. i admit that i'm wrong by laughing when he was talking, and when the thing abt we were going to get smth from him. maybe its because we are sick of this supposed "prejudice" but i really don't know what overcame us. i seriously feeling damn bad, just yesterday we told mrhan that we are already trying and we respect them and we even said that we would like the teachers to change. but the thing is, we are the ones who have bad attitude and maybe we are everything that they say we are. and i really don't know how we are going to face our form teachers anymore. esp mr han. he really took the time to listen to everything we had to say. he never once rebut or scolded us for what we thought and what we said even if some comments may be quite offensive. he didn't do anything and he actually listened. i really hope our class will change. i know i'll at least try.

and the art thing. i really wasn't trying to be disrespectful or trying to be funny. i seriously didn't know what to say. cos i didn't know what she wanted an answer for. and i sincerily didn't know that we had to bring materials. cheryl didn't either. it really wasn't on purpose that we didn't bring. i know its our fault that we laughed but i know i seriously didn't mean to be rude or disrespectful when i didn't answer 3 times. none of us knew how to answer.