i'm leaving at 5pm today for NZ! ((: i'm excited. my suitcase is like stuffed with everything. so is my hand luggage b'cos of my huge wind breaker. i will miss you guys! oooh! i'm excited. really really excited. heh! ooh wells, thanks for all the well wishes too!

cheryl came over on friday to do history sia. haha! BLUE STARRY UNDERWEAR! sarah! we are not pervertic, we are just observant pple. ((:

i think it is more or less over. well, abt all those nasty things you said. i'm sorry that you feel that way. cos i know it in myself. is dunno whether you really feel that way or it was just out of desperation. i dunno. but you know what, i think i just need time to cool down. and you know you can get hurt and pple can too.
you can't judge the situation just merely based on one side of the story. think abt it. that is what she says, but have you heard me? well, i don't really care cos the only lost lies within you. i didn't know that you were that shallow. i guess now i see the true you.
i dunno how you think. you send me all those "friendship" messages and then in class you kinda look at me in a way when i'm doing my solo part. sometimes it is freaky. i dunno but i feel that there is something like a barrier between us. really. i dunno. i hope as time passes it will disappear. i guess.